The Library | Dream.

The writing’s on the table and he saw you there before … pulled up a seat for the unbound and humiliated whore. Or they said, as you walked red-faced down the aisle, saturated with books and wisdom beyond their tattered piles of waste and haste and everything that stuck like glue in world where they…

Yet, I Do.

There isn’t anything in the Bible that says I have to miss you, yet, I do. I don’t know why this happens so abrubtly at times when I find my head hanging out the window like some dog in heat trying to feel relief from the wind that I only wish would sweep us away….

Honey.

I couldn’t comprehend how Spring would bring new life when my heart was still buried in last September, decaying under the memories of you. But, Spring has come and gone and Autumn reigns again, bursting forth colorful displays that remind us all that there is beauty in the breakdown and life in letting go. Like…

Unconditionally.

I got my knickers in a twist and put on my passive aggressive panties, when really – it was all out of fear, my love. Now I sit in silence, doubling-up on meds just to ward off the tears that haven’t flowed since I saw you last. And I fear I may never see you…

Cadence, Chapter 2 | Bits & Pieces

“I know enough of love to know by now that, in the end, it’s not just a matter of loving another; ultimately, we are looking for a companion that shows us how to fall in love with ourselves. We are longing to see our reflection in another soul.” ~ Elizabeth Levine, Elephant Journal He shut…

Tao Te Ching | Paradox | Meditation in Motion

Life is a paradox and impermanence is the name of the game. The tighter we grasp anything in the life, the faster it slips through our fingers, disappears or ensnares us. This goes for the Tao as well. I believe the simpler a complicated thing is, the easier it is to understand and the easier…

Empathy Reigns.

In real time, we met again on the flipside of recovery and for this moment forward, I remain forever grateful. Beyond grateful. Knees to the floor, grateful. In my dreams, we met outside the baseball fields where I desperately called you from a payphone and you came to pick me up, bailing me out of…